A Makeup Story

I am making up a story which no one can understand but you. I know it is hard to understand until you reach to the end. I am not guarantee that you will fully comprehend it even through you get to the end. As I am a writer of my own story, I will turn everything into as I wish to. How I will start and end my story is totally depending on me. Due to out of your control, I may let you think with unreasonable questions or I may let you cry with the ending is also unpredictable. You are allowed to take your own choice. Which part you will take is depending on your desire. I don’t really care whether you will appreciate it or not. What I care about is the space to express my feeling through this story.

I am talking this from the bottom of my heart where no one is allowed to enter or hear but you. It is questionable whether you can read my heard or not, but my expectation from you is all about endeavoring to appreciate this complicate thing. I may forgive you if you do not understand it, but I will never forgive you if you do not put your effort for just once. I know things are much more completed than that we expected as well as things are hard to accept sometimes.  It is still okay and I do not mind if you cannot understand it. I do not expect much because things are always complicated than I thought. If everything happens as I have imagined, the world will be much more beautiful than in reality.

All in all, I am certain that you are a main character of this story. Again I am not sure whether your character will be in satisfied place for you or not. The certain thing is I will illustrate your actual character in my story. Don’t ask me not to mention or state in my story about you. I promise that I will not mention the exaggerate things about you. I will just show the real you and the way you treat me. I do not mind you leave me alone, but what I do mind is your honesty upon me. You are the only one who I care and I trust. I have never thought you will treat me the way that you have done. There is nothing hurt more than single person like you who I never thought will hurt me. I wish you could understand the feeling of being left alone in this darkness. You will never have any ideas how hurt to be left by the deeply trusted person in your life. Yeah…I accept that now it is my turn. Keep in mind the meaning of “what goes around, comes around.”